Well, I said I would make more of an effort after basketball was over...for me it is over. My bracket is so screwed up. I have no teams in it anymore. Well I just found out too that I have been laid off from my job. So that's either going to make it easier or harder. Easier cause smokes went up to almost 6 bucks after tax. Harder cause there aint shit to do now. It was easiest not smoking at work. In fact I hadn't smoked at work at all since the 20th of Jan. I want to drink so I can have an excuse to smoke. I might have a beer and a shot right now and go out side... I have all my expenses figured out. I am supposed to get the call back on May 26th. Thats only 9 weeks away. I have enough saved up and my severence to last almost 4 months. And with a few unemployment checks, I'm fine. I still want to work so i dont get all lazy and go nuts. Oh and I have noticed too, I went from 4mg to 2mg of Commits too soon. I have almost 2 bottles of Commits left, but they are the 2mg...not sure if I should save em ot go get some 4's...my be I'll get a check first. Gotta be smart about all this...